For Caylee

I was deeply saddened yesterday to hear that Caylee Anthony's muderer got away with her death. Justice was not served in this case. The only one who suffered through all of this, is that poor little girl.

I love my children so much that words cant even describe it. I cried the moment I found out I was pregnant. My heart skipped beats when I felt my child move inside me. The day they were born was the best days of my life. To hold them, and look into their eyes and know that they were mine was the best thing ever. Knowing they need me to grow and become who they are is the most precious gift. Cuddles, and kisses, and hugs and loving is the best thing ever.

Last night, I hugged my daughter alot tighter and gave her more kisses than usual. At one point she even pushed me away a bit and said "dont Momma" and laughed. And I said I will hug her and kiss her as hard and as much as I want until the day I die.

I just dont understand how a parent can harm their child? We gave them life, and are to be the ones to keep them from harms way. I feel bad when I have to tap my daughters fingers to keep her from doing something that may hurt her. I have yelled at her when she is into trouble or doing something that might harm her. Then I feel so bad after the fact that I hug and kiss her and apologize.

My heart aches for those who have ever lost a child. Whether it be at the hands of some sick person, disease, or by accident. No childs life should be taken so early. Caylee was only 2 years old! She was just becoming who she was meant to be- playing, reading, talking, colouring, etc. She would have been 5 now, in school, making frends, just being a kid.

Rest in Peace Sweet Angel xo