Monday, January 31, 2011
Will he ever get here?
I have just 1 day until my due date. I was sure I would have had him by now. I was set on the 31st as the day. But that has come and gone. Sleeping is impossible. I just cant get comfortable. And I have a million things racing through my mind. I think I am hungry... I just ate 2 fruit cups. Atleast its healthy! Right now I am having "contractions". The same kind I have been having over a week now. They last about 2 minutes, with about 5 minutes between. But after 40 minutes to an hour later, they stop and I feel fine. One of these times, they will not stop and become more frequent and I will then know it is time. It is just so frustrating not knowing when that time will be. It could be tomorrow, 3 days, next week! Ugh... Atleast with being induced, I knew I was going in to get things moving and Id have a baby soon. Anyways... I have the baby bag packed. Cradle ready, other baby things out and ready for him. I have my stuff laid out to throw in a bag. I have Bree's bag started. I have been cleaning and organizing like crazy. And keeping on top of the laundry. Nesting, much?! I am just so anxious to have him and meet him, and get home with my family of 4. I want to feel "normal". Not be in pain, and waddling around, and not being able to carry my daughter or have a lap for her to sit on. Staying in so much because going out in winter and snow is such a chore and workout. I want to go out and enjoy a walk and shopping trip and not dread it. Hormones arent helping either... Well, thats all for now. I just felt like sharing and getting a few things off my chest. I have a check up Thursday, so if he isnt here by then I hope I get some reassuring news that day. If they offer induction, yes please!
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