Saturday, March 6, 2010

March 2009 -June 2009

Mon Mar 2, 2009

Knew it wouldnt last forever...
Bree has broken her new sleeping habit already. She was sleeping straight through the night, for like 7-9 hours. Saturday night Chris was up with her around 3am, then last night I was up with her at 5am. Ugh! It really messes me up, as we had about 5 nights straight. She would go to bed around 10pm, then Id go around 11pm. Then wed be up
together for he day at around 7am. Oh well...

Wed Mar 4, 2009
Girls day out
Bree and I went out with my mom today. We were gone about 6 hours. Thats the longest yet! She was such a good girl. She slept most of the time. Propped a bottle up for her while we walked around the one store. I didnt need a whole lot, it was just nice to get out. Funny thing, most of what I did buy was for Bree. What a spoiled kid! I finally got supplies to make her little clips for her hair. I will be sure to share pics once I make them and try them on her. I also found a bunch of outfits for Bree that were on the sale rack, for 2 and 3 dollars each. What a steal! It was fun, but its always nice getting back to the comforts of home.

"Breeanna's rolls have rolls" LOL!!

Sat Mar 7, 2009
Busy Day
We have a busy day ahead of us today. I hope we have fun while were at it! We have a friend coming by that owes us money. So that will be nice to finally have! Then we are going to the new house to see what work theyve gotten done. We hope to be able to pay them today and hopefully get the key. So we can start moving boxes of stuff in and such. And I wanna get decorating and painting done before we get moved in. Its hard doing renos when you live there. Then this afternoon we are heading to London. We are leaving Bree to be babysat by my parents. This will be longest weve left her! We are visiting Chris' brother for a bit. Then we are going downtown for dinner. Then we have tickets to go to MONSTER JAM. I think it will be fun! For those of you who havent heard of this, its monster trucks. Chris is a kid at heart, but I also think it will be neat. Ive watched them on tv before. Well, thats all for now. I gotta get dressed and
ready for the day.

Sun Mar 8, 2009
3 months old!
Breeanna turned 3 months old today. I cant believe how fast the time is going by. I wish it would slow down! But thats life... We havent done much to celebrate. I have her all dressed pretty in pink. Shes been a sleepy girl today though, and havent had a chance to take pics of her. Every month I take a pic of her and Teddy the bear. She is catching up to him!


3 months old

Tue Mar 10, 2009
Starting to move
Well, weve started moving! Its exciting yet stressful at the same time. I hate living out of boxes... We are going to go get paint for Breeanna's room. I was gonna go pink, but think it will be too overwhelming. So were gonna do it yellow with white trim. I wanna sorta match what she has now. Not have it be where it looks like a rainbow threw up LOL! Chris took a load to the dump, what a releif to get rid of some junk. I just dont know how we accumulate so much crap?! Most of it was his crap though LOL We may be in there before the 21st like we had planned. The landlords are being really good. Well, gotta get Bree ready so we can go. I wonder what else Ill decide to buy? Hehehehe...

Wed Mar 11, 2009
A funny!
Have you all seen the Swiffer commercials with the brooms and mops "stalking" their old owners? How the mop peeks from behind the tree? And the song that plays is "baby come back"... Well! Chris very quietly held Bree up and peeked her around the door frame at me to the computer room and sang that song. I about lost it! With her little head peeking at me. I wish I had the camera on when he did it! Im gonna have him re-enact it someday. It was so funny, I about wet myself!

Sat Mar 14, 2009
Clothes woes...
Nothing fits me! Its either too tight or falls down. My jeans and other pants are so uncomfortable around the waist. But any of my stetchy lounge pants look frumpy and start to fall down after a few hours of wear. Its extremely depressing! And I still hate to go buy anything when I know my body is gonna still change, I hope! Know whats weird too? I liked my body the best when it was growing and changing when I was pregnant! Ugh... :P

"Chris calls my stretch marks, love marks"

Mon Mar 23, 2009
Feeding
Bree is 3 months and 2 weeks now... and her feeding from the bottle is 5-6oz about every 4-5 hours. And she doesnt get up through the night to eat anymore. So shes reaching the 4 month goal already I guess. And now that were moved in and can get into a routine, she eats cereal mid day... Today she had 2 table spoons mixed with the formula added, so Im not sure what that yeilded all together. But she ate it all, plus about 4 oz of formula afterwards. Im so proud of her! And its much more fun to feed her from a spoon then sit back with a bottle.

I feel so bad!
This morning after I gave Bree a bath I was getting her lotioned and dressed. I set the lotion bottle up on the shelf above her and it fell over and knocked the phone off the base. They both fell and the phone hit her in the forehead. I felt so bad :( She cried so loud and long... I just sat there crying with her. She doesnt have a bump or mark at all thank goodness. And she has been happy all day. I just feel so bad it happened. I know accidents happen, but still... I feel so guilty.

Thu Mar 26, 2009
Hippity hoppity Easter's on its way!
There is an egg hunt in a local park near here on the Saturday. It says its for ages 0-12. I thought about taking Bree... Chris thinks its silly and shes too young. I just thought it
would be more fun for us! Candy and draws for toys, how could I pass that up? LOL I am also trying to arrange a dinner here the Sunday. Im sure people will come if I plan ahead. With our families growing, its hard to plan things... I wanna get Bree a cute basket to fill with goodies. My mom knit her a pink dress that I hope she will get wear out of!

Fri Apr 3, 2009
Men
Chris was so good in the beginning with changing diapers, feeding, holding her. But now he hardly ever does it. And when he does he has to tell me about it and almost brag. It annoys me cuz Im home with her all day doing those same things over and over. And what praise do I get? Bree will be 4 months old next month, and I have realized Chris hasnt given her a bath or trimmed her nails once!

Sun Apr 5, 2009
Almost rolled
I have been letting Bree have tummy and back time in just a onesie... She almost rolled completely over tonight! She would arch her back and flip to the right, but her arm was in the way and her head is too heavy. But she almost made it. She pooped herself out and fell asleep! She is very determined though, so I bet she will do it within the next week. And last night, she let out her first real laugh. I tickle her from toe to neck, and she will smile and gasp. But she let out a few actual chuckles. She is so funny, and I love her 100 times more when she does new things. I didnt think I could ever love someone else so much! It hurts!!

Mon Apr 6, 2009
Pictures
I havent gotten pictures developed since before Bree was born. I finally went in today and had it done. It took me a good hour to select and alter them. Ugh! I have nearly 200 pics Im getting done. So I will need to get some more albums. As I was looking through them I was giggling and talking to myself. People must have thought I was nuts! Its just I cant believe Bree is gonna be 4 months, and how much she has changed. She was such a little peanut when she was born. So they had a deal where I could develop 100-199- 4 by 6 photos, 5-5 by 7 photos and create a picture CD for $25.97. Great deal, considering what the price would be, $58.88! So Im excited to get them back and sort then out in albums. Then I need to take my latest memory card in and get caught up on them!

Bananas
Each week I try Bree on something new. Week one- sweet potatoes, she liked them.
Last week- peas, didnt like them. Today I tried smashed up banana and she loved it! So thats good, she will share her banana with me in the morning now. I try and give her cereal and something else each day plus her bottles. But I try just one new thing a week to see how she likes it and how she reacts. Her poop has changed to more chunky, then runny. Which is good!

Tue Apr 7, 2009
Change in poop
Breeanna's poop is changing. Im sure shed love to know when she is older that her mom discussed her poop with people. Its not as pasty and runny. Its actual turds! This morning, she had one in her diaper, and one stuck in her butt cheeks. Hahaha! Then cuz I was half asleep still, another turd popped out and it scared me! Its much easier to clean her up when theyre little nuggets and its not smeared all over. Must be the change cuz shes not just on liquid now, shes getting cereal and fruit.

Wed Apr 8, 2009
4 months old today!
Breeanna May turned 4 months old today. I cant believe it! I almost cried going through her pictures. She was such a tiny little peanut when she was born. We didnt do anything special today really... I did take some pictures of her in a new outfit with her bear Teddy. She has outgrown him :( I also got some pics of her for Easter. I think I will try her on apple sauce tonight as a treat. Im sure she will love it! I went shopping today for Easter, and went overboard! I got her an outfit, some Princess accesories for her newly painted room, a lamb (as she collects them, well I do), and the Despereaux movie for us as a family. She wont remember her 1st Easter, but we will. Its just fun being able to celebrate again with a child. I know she will get spoiled by Gramma and Grampa, as well as my brother on Sunday. I hope! Well thats all for now. Just wanted to share :)


4 months old



Sun Apr 12, 2009
Happy Easter!
I hope you all have a great Easter. We went on an Easter egg hunt today. We were late, and didnt get any eggs :( The few we saw and tried to get, greedy kids and adults would swoop in and grab them. We got to enter a draw for prizes, but didnt win. We did get a juice box, bag of chips and chocolate bar. So we got our money back LOL We then went to take part in a scavenger hunt, but it had been cancelled :( I dyed eggs tonight and made cup cakes. The Easter Bunny is onesneaky guy and has already paid us a visit! I see lots of goodies for us, and he even hid eggs! Snaeaky bugger, musta done it while I was in the bathroom or something? I know Bree wont be able to do much, or remember it for that matter. I just want memories and pictures to cherish for years to come. So we will have eggs and hot cross buns in the morning. Then my parents, brother and his wife are coming for dinner tomorrow night. So lots of cleaning and cooking for me. But its fun, and nice to get together. I just hope everyone behaves!

HAPPY EASTER!!!!


Tue Apr 14, 2009
4 month well check
Breeanna has her 4 month well check today. I am very curious as to how much she weighs, how long she is etc. I have no idea what she weighs?! Id say... 13lbs 8oz? We will have to wait and see. Im sure it will be a shocker! She also gets her needles too. I feel so bad for her, but she amazed me that she did so well with her 2 months shots. I will check in later and let you all know how it went. I cant believe how fast she is growing!

Back 2 Work
This weekend is our work meeting for the season. They have hired 8 new people just for in the box office! It will be nice to see everyone and some new faces. My first day back will be May 2nd. I am anxious yet nervous. Just that I havent worked in 6 months, and Ill be leaving Breeanna :( I am also worried as to how well Chris will take care of her. He is a good Daddy, its just he is neglectful sometimes. I am very on mark and thorough with her routine- like how often she eats, gets changed, bathed, etc. There have been times I have been away for many hours and I get home and she has a full dipaer and is laying in the same place as when I left. Im hoping its just coincidence! Anyways... I will only be working a couple shifts a week, more when we have bigger events. They are being very flexible with me. Like not having me work too late, or too long of hours. Which is nice, its good to be wanted that bad! Its just I know what Im doing and train people well. I may be a bit rusty, but once Im there in the swing of things Ill be fine!

Sat Apr 18, 2009
She finally did it!
Breeanna finally rolled today! She was in the front room on her blankie. I went in there after a couple minutes, and she was on her belly. I freaked out cuz I was so happy. I yelled to Chris to ask if hed moved her, and he said no. So I said come here and look at her. He thought there was something wrong, like bad wrong. But shed rolled, but we missed it :( So for about a half hour I sat and watched her, and she did it again! Yay! She gets her legs and butt over, then her arms, then her head. What an awesome thing for her to do and for us to share. I cant get over how fast she is changing. Its just amazing!

Sun Apr 19, 2009
Prizes
I forgot to share about the prize I won from the Womens lifestyle show. It was a tray filled with goodies- onesie, bib, 2 pairs of leggings, baby lotion, oil, tea, a shave kit for daddy, 2 lip balms, a water bottle, a cook book, a dangly wooden toy, and a couple other things Im sure Ive forgotten... I couldnt believe it! I never win anything. Today, Chris, Bree and I went to a "Baby, Tot and Me" fair. Got some freebies, like a soother, lotions, etc. and entered lots of draws. We will see how my luck plays out this time. I love going to things like that. And Chris liked telling people about Bree. Strangers just go gaga over her.

Tue Apr 21, 2009
Diaper Bag
Ok there is more in her bag than I thought... Lemme see...
-4 diapers(more depending on how long were out for)
-small plastic case of wipes
-butt cream
-vaseline
-2 onesies
-sleeper
-2 washcloths
-bib
-3 pacifiers! (I couldnt find any, now I know why!)
-antibacterial handwash
-changing pad
And when were heading out Ill add...
-a couple bottles, depending how long were out
-receiving blanket
-toys
Ill shove my purse in the top of the bag if there is room. If she goes to visit or be babysat, Ill usually have a canvass bag with an extra blankie and toys.

Thu Apr 23, 2009
Shopping
I went clothes shopping. It was fun and tough at the same time. I was grabbing all bigger sizes- 16 and 18's. Nothing fit properly. So I tried on 14's and they fit! I havent been in a 14 in a few years. Yay!! All I ended up with was a pair of pants, 2 shirts and 2 pairs of shoes. Its a start though! Im quite happy with myself. And I havent been shopping in a while, it looks as though the 80's have returned! All the bright colours, tye dye, big purses, bangles, leggings.... What is the world coming to?!?

Sat Apr 25, 2009
Tornado-oh!
Today was a beautiful day to start off. I did some work outside, took a drive, etc. It started to get dark over the lake around 4pm. I could see what was either dust or smoke in the distance. I didnt think much of it until it started getting closer. Then the rain started, and I got up to run out and do up the car windows. But I didnt have time to do so. What I saw in the distance turned out to be a tornado! I watched it pick up everything on my deck and drop it in my laneway by the car. I couldnt believe it! So I yelled to Chris "grab Bree and go to the basement"! But just like that the wind was gone. It was insane, I couldnt believe what had just happened. It rained and hailed, but eventually settled down after about a half hour. I couldnt get over the mess it left behind. All of our patio furniture, a birdhouse, a potted plant, and some more plastic chairs were picked up and dropped. After we had time to look, we do have some scratches on our car. But no biggie. I have heard there is significant damage in towns
east of us as well. I just cant believe I saw it coming with my own eyes, but it
happened so fast I didnt have time to think of what was going on or react. Scary, but glad it wasnt as severe as some. Just thought Id share!

Mon Apr 27, 2009
Bad diaper rash
Breeanna has a really bad case of diaper rash. It was pretty much healed up yesterday. But she pooped at some point early this morning. The poop made her really break out to the point some of her skin was bleeding. Poor baby! She doesnt really seem bothered by it, but I feel so sorry for her. I bathed her and lathered that area well with diaper rash cream. I hope it heals up soon.

Fri May 1, 2009
1st day tomorrow
I start my first day of work tomorrow. Im excited, yet sad at the same time. I look forward to doing something that is for me. And being around adults and different people. Having a responsibility and people coming to me. But I am sad to leave Bree at home. I know its only 6-8 hours at a time, but still... those are 6-8 hours of her life I will miss. Its only a shift or 2 a week, but its still hard. Im at such a tug of war with my emotions. I dont have to go back to work. I just thought it would be good for me to get out and do something different. So many people are shocked Im going back, and think I have to go back. But they wanted me back at work and are being very flexible with me. That extra bit of money will be nice too. I would go back full time like they offered me, but I think my heart would ache too much for Bree. Its just weekends and Chris will stay home with her. And if there is a time he is busy as well my mom will watch her. I used to be a workaholic and loved being there. But now Id much rather stay home and be with my baby and take care of my house.

Sun May 3, 2009
1st day
My first day back to work wasnt so bad. It was a bit hard getting up to get ready and go, then get side tracked by Breeanna. I just couldnt get enough kisses and "I love you's" in :( But I was on time! Thank goodness I only live a few minutes away now. It was pretty boring, as everyone was there for opening day. Just that there werent enough jobs for all the people. So I just sat and stood around training and telling people what to do. It was pretty easy and the new staff seem to catch on quick. I was a bit rusty on what I was doing, but once I sat down and looked into things I caught on quickly. I like being back and having something to do that is mine. I will just work about 1 shift a weekend, and more once things pick up. Which is fine by me! There is another girl training to do what I do-be able to open and close, do deposits, etc. So
that I get a break and dont have to work as much. It was nice seeing old staff as well, were all pretty close there. I didnt ache as much as I thought I would for Bree. I did only work 5 hours though... But when I did get home she was all smiles and "talking" and very happy to see me. She actually snuggles into you now and sort of hugs you. So ya, not as bad as I thought it would be. So I dont work again until next Friday. We are finally feeling better and the weather is nicer. So I think we will go for a drive and walk today. Funny how the weather predicts your mood and energy level!

Mon May 4, 2009
Again, finally!
After a 2 week break, Breeanna finally rolled again. I layed her down on her back on the floor while I did dishes. She got really quiet so I went and checked on her and she was on her belly! I put her back on her back in within no time she was on her belly again! I sat and watched her and she rolled back over about 4 times in 10 minutes. Yay! I got a video of her rolling and "talking". She is getting really strong in her arms and shoulders and doesnt mind tummy time now. Before she hated it cuz she couldnt get her head up and she would squish her face into the floor.

Beauty of a day!
Bree and I are gonna pack up and go for a drive. And see where it leads us. I think we will go for a walk on the beach and hit a few shops. Then maybe swing by my Moms. I just cant stand to sit at home when its so nice out and there are things to be seen and done!

Wed May 6, 2009
On a roll!
Well, now that Bree has been rolling, she wont stop! You leave her for a few seconds and shes on her belly. She seems quite proud. She even manages to roll in her pack and play and her crib! That sort of worries me, like what if she doesnt know enough to keep her face out of the mattress or something? But I think they can move and wiggle around alot more, that they know not to smother themselves. She is so funny!

Sun May 10, 2009
Mother's Day
I hope you all had a wonderful Mothers Day. Its been a long one for me. Im just glad to be able to sit down with no one bothering me. This morning I had hinted to Chris, it would be nice if he got up with Bree and gave me a few more minutes in bed. Nope... But she is always so nice to wake up to. Giggling and smiling and so happy to see me. I made my own breakfast cuz I was hungry and he slept in. He did get me a lovely card, flowers, some embroidery stuff and a hammer. Why the hammer? Cuz I said I can never find a hammer around here, and he has like 10! So now I will hide this one so I can have one when I need it. I went with Bree to my Moms for a visit. She gave me a card and a magazine subscrition. Nice! I got her towels, bath stuff and chocolates. My brother and his wife showed up, what a surprise! They got Mom a nice plant. Chris had stayed home to clean house and make bottles. Good boy! That was a gift in itself . We didnt go out for dinner, cuz its so packed and busy! So we stayed in and fended
for ourselves. And soon we will settle in and watch a movie. It was a good day considering. Just being a Mommy and having Bree is enough for me, everyday is Mothers Day to me :)

Thu May 14, 2009
Baby group
Bree and I went to our mommy and baby group today. I didnt know what to expect, but it was fun! It lasted 2 hours, but didnt seem that long. There were about 10 of us and our babies ranging in age from 6 weeks to almost a year. We talked about our pregnancies and labour. And then discussed things the leader brought up. It was nice to be around other moms and babies. And it was so easy to talk to complete strangers cuz we were in the same boat. There were even 2 girls there that I had been in school with. And my friend Jasmine was there as well. I really look forward to going again next week. It is for 6 weeks, but we can continue on our friendships if we want. I found out there is a theatre nearby that has screenings in the afternoon just for moms and kids. And there is swimming at a local pool on Monday and Wednesday mornings. Good to know! We had juice and cookies, just like in preschool. Bree was so good and just loved checking out the other babies. She was especially smitten with a little guy
named Sam ;)

BEANS
Here is the story of why this is called "The Jelly Bean Blog". When I first conceived, I called the baby my jelly bean. And once she was born, one day I just started calling her Beans. I dunno what it is, but that nickname suits her!

Sat May 16, 2009
May 2-4 weekend
I think we only celebrate May 2-4 here in Canada this weekend, right? And next week is Memorial Day for the USA? Anyways, were having a great weekend! Ive had to work the morning shifts. But its fun there and lots going on. Then I have the afternoon and evening to do things with my family. Chris has a friend down for the weekend. He sort of cramps my style, but hes a good guy. Its just weird having another person around. Tonight we are going to the drive in. There is one just across the feild from us. There are 3 movies playing, but Im only gonna watch the one. As I have to work in the morning and get Bree home to bed. Im pretty sure the first feature is "Monsters VS Aliens" the animated movie. It should be cute and fun. I just hope the rain stays away and the guys can sit out in lawnchairs. It would be pretty tight in our car with 3 people and a baby. I hope we have fun!

Sat May 23, 2009
Things...
She graduated to a size 3 diaper the other day. She was squirting out the sides and back of the 2's. She has such big thighs, just like her momma! She is also sort of sitting up now. It can last anywhere from a few seconds to like a minute. She has started reaching out for me when she wants something. Ugh oh! And I got her one of those mesh things they can hold and suck on fruit or something. Im not sure what the proper name is for it? I mushed up some honey doo melon in it and she loved it. She got very wet and sticky, but she had fun. She amazes me everyday. She has also started letting out a loud shriek, just to get your attention. What a terd!

Mon May 25, 2009
OMG!
Last night I fed Bree her bottle around dinner time. She burped and tooted afterwards. I layed her down to play on the floor with her toys. I then layed down with her to play. It had been a good 15 minutes since she ate so I figured it was safe. So, I played "airplane" with her- here I hold her above me and she flies around. Well, with no warning, she threw up! All over my face, neck and shirt. My instinct was to close my mouth and eyes, thank god none got in there. So I layed her back down, and blindly made my way to the bathroom. I couldnt believe what had happened! Its that type of thing that you hear about but you never think it will happen to you. So theres one for the books. Oh, and this morning I walked outside with the dog, and a bird pooped on my face. So I think Im good for a while on getting bodily fluids in the face!

Roly Poly Baby
Breeanna has been rolling from back to belly a while now. Well tonight she rolled back to belly, belly to back! I was so excited I squeeled, clapped, and picked her up to celebrate. I think she and Chris both think Im a freak! But Im so excited when she does new things and hits new milestones.

Fri May 29, 2009
Less work
After this weekend, I will be down to 1 short shift a week. Unemployment informed me I am working too much and that if I keep it up they will stop paying me my benefits. I cant have that happen, and I dont wanna go back to work full time yet. I have until October to be off. So I will just have a short shift each week. Im kind of glad cuz it was getting to be too much. Its hard getting up and leaving Bree behind. And after about 5 hours my heart starts to ache. And I dont get too much time to myself either. Get home, change, make dinner, feed her, get her ready for bed, have a tea and either watch tv or catch up online. I just cant handle it. So Ill be glad to have this weekend over with. I wanna be home and enjoy my daughter and freedom.

Thu Jun 4, 2009
Photo shoot
I set up an appointment for Breeanna to have photos done on Monday. She will be 6 months old, so I thought the date was appropriate! Im so excited to see how she reacts and how they turn out. I cant believe my baby girl will be half a year old already :(

Rolling machine!
Bree made me so proud at baby group today. Thank goodness I was around other mothers, or they would have thought I was a freak. I had Bree laying on her back on the floor. She rolled to her belly, back, belly, back! She rolled across the floor to another baby! It was so funny and cool. She was pretty proud of herself. So I of course was clapping and laughing and praising her.

Sat Jun 6, 2009
1st birthday party
Bree was invited to her first birthday party today. She seems to have more social engagements than me! There were 5 other babies there, plus Bree. It was so much fun to see them all "play" and hang out with other moms. Bree is so tiny compared to some babies close to her age. One little girl is just 8 months and shes so chubby, almost like a stay puff marshmallow baby! And some babies can be so rough, I guess they dont know there own strength and you cant really scold them. It was fun watching Mia (the birthday girl) open gifts, eat cake, etc. Bree even got a goodie bag- some candy (I ate) a headband, a moracca, sand play set. Good deal!

Mon Jun 8, 2009
6 months old!!
Breeanna turned 6 months today. I cant believe I had her that long ago. The time has been just flying by! We went and had pictures done today. She did so well and they turned out great. I dont get them till 7-10 days from now. I ordered 4 different poses... I couldnt pass them up! She was such a ham, as usual. The photographer loved her, she was so good and didnt cry. Then we went shopping. She got spoiled, as usual... I got her a new ball (Max stole and ate her other one), a little stuffed lizard and a REAL blow up pool. The pool is amazing and I cant wait to get it set up! You will just have to wait and see how cool it is :) She napped quite a bit tonight and shes gone to bed
now. Days like that really take alot out of her. She has her 6 month check up tomorrow. I have a list of questions just to be sure shes on track. Im so anxious to see what she weighs! Im guessing between 15-16 pounds, cuz shes so light and petite yet... I will have to wait and see!


6 months old!


Trying to be healthy
I have been trying to eat healthier, and exercise more. I think its working, just the belly isnt going away. Chris is getting sick of the food though I think... Ive been having salads, sandwiches, wraps, veggies and dip etc. He is 120 pounds and can eat anything and never gains a pound. He likes casseroles and meat and potatoes. I just cant handle that. And I dont want to cook 2 different meals. Hes just gonna have to deal with it! Im also walking more. My favourite place is the beach. They redid the whole beach front and its fun to walk and play there. Chris really isnt in to it, so Im glad I have Bree as a playmate. They have a cool new play park and water park. I cant believe how nice it is! I am also doing my own baby yoga. I just do lifts and poses with Bree. Its fun for her and I and it doesnt really feel like a work out.

Tue Jun 9, 2009
6 month well check
Breeanna had her 6 month check up today. She is doing great! She is 14lbs 5oz. She has almsot doubled her birth weight, she was 7lbs 3oz. So thats pretty good! She is 64cm long, so she grew over an inch in 2 months. The doctor talked about alot! I just wanted to cover all the bases. He says regular Similac is best. Not to mix her cereal too thick. To be sure she gets her fruit. And to give her about 4oz juice a day, and not to dilute it. That should help with constipation, and if not he may get her a laxative. She got her shots, and did good again with them. Just one long scream and turned red. Then giggled once she caught her breath. Shes so funny! So she doesnt go back till shes like 9-10 months old. I have to call in August to get the appointment set. We then went birthday shopping for Chris. He will be 27 on Thursday. I ordered him an ice cream cake from Dairy Queen, with Mater on it from Cars. He loves that movie! As well got him a "Daddy and Me" frame, which I will put a picture of him and Bree in. He said not to get anything, but how can I not?!

Wed Jun 10, 2009
Swimming
Breeanna and I went swimming for the 1st time today. Chris wasnt crazy about us going, so I kept holding off to avoid his bitching. He has an issue with water, hes afraid of it! We had a pool at our last place, and he went in the pool once, in the shallow end. I dont want him to instill that fear on her. Anyways... I finally got up and went this morning. The place is so nice! Mommy and baby friendly change/bath rooms. There is a shallow pool, all one depth, and its super warm! So we were in there. Bree looked so cute in her swimmers and bathing suit. And I was amazed I fit in mine!  There were other ladies there from our playgroup, so it was nice to know someone. Bree loved it, she giggled and spit bubbles and yodelled like she does. The little swimmer diapers float, so it was neat to hold her out in front of me. She kicked, waved her arms, tried to drink water... We spent almost the entire hour in there. Both our feet and hands were
like prunes. We will definetly be going every week now! I think it ends in July though, once kids are done school and swimming lessons start :( We also went for a walk at the beach. It was such a nice day out, I had to do as much as possible. They redid the water front, like a million dollars worth of work. It looks amazing! We walked down to the water. I let Bree touch the water and sand with her toes. But ther water is still so cold, I had waves splash up and I screamed and scared her. We will definatly be going back once it warms up. They have a lovely board walk, benches, a gazebo, play set and splash pad. Such fun!

Sat Jun 13, 2009
Visit with Friend
This afternoon I went to visit my friend. We had a lovely visit and her kids are the cutest. They were gaga over Bree, but who isnt? It was cooler today, but we still made it down to the beach. Bree loved the feel of the sand, she even tried to eat a handful! She even had some stashed in her pocket. The kids played in the water, as well as the dog. And get this! Their dog peed on me!! I was sitting on a big peice of drift wood, and he came along and cocked his leg on my back. I didnt even feel it, but I could hear it trickling down! What a guy... Anyways, she told me what has been making her sick. She has Mineire's disease. Her inner ear will swell up with no warning. It causes extreme pain, ringing in the ear, and throws off balance. It can last from a few minutes to a few days. The doctor wants her to work part time, and not to drive much. But her work didnt have part time to offer. So thats why she is off work now. And she has really enjoyed staying home with the kids. So her condition isnt life threatening, but still a pain! I was afraid she was gonna tell me she had cancer or something! Im happy were so close and she was able to tell me that. Overall, we had a wonderful afternoon together!

Sat Jun 20, 2009
Fathers Day
Bree got Chris a shirt, shorts and a Daddy and Me book. Im just gonna get my dad a bunch of scratch tickets. Lame I know, but he likes them and is so hard to buy for! Chris is bummed his dad isnt back yet. Theyve been on a sailing trip since last August and hoped they would be back the beginning of June. So hes upset he has missed so much, and most recently his birthday. Anyways... Chris doesnt want to do anything special. My mom has invited us to a BBQ tomorrow for supper, and he says he doesnt want to go. Well I would cuz its my parents and dad and my brother will likely be there
too. So we will see...

Father's Day 2009

Tue Jun 23, 2009
Crawling?
Im not sure what you would call what Bree did today. She rolled and rolled in a semi cirle. She then kicked out one leg while she was on her belly. She was reaching for books and dvd's that are on the bottom shelf of the entertainment unit. I was so proud of her and she was pretty proud herself. Im not sure if it could be considered a crawl or not. A wiggle or a scootch I guess you could say. Im starting to get worried about her moving quick like that and possibly getting hurt. I know we cant keep them 100% safe at all times, but its good to try and prevent it. I think I may make one area of the living room her area...

Wiggling all over
She can flip and flop and roll all over! Here is a funny :) I put her to bed, but could still hear her cooing away up there. I head up the stairs, and she is peeking out the side of her crib at me, I laughed and she laughed! Within a few minutes, she flipped end for end in bed and was on her belly. Too cute! So I read her like 3 books, short ones mind you... and she was still wide awake. And she didnt have as many naps as usual today. What a kid! Then I just checked on her now, and she had her legs up over her bumper pad, sticking out the rails of the crib. OMG!!

Thu Jun 25, 2009
1st haircut!
We took Bree for her first hair cut today. Ive been very hesitant, but made the decision today. She just got a trim above her eyebrows. The hairdresser did it so it blends with her side hair. She looks very cute! And Im happy the hair is out of her face, so is she Im sure! I kept the hair, and she even got a certificate for her first haircut!

My First Haircut

Thursday, March 4, 2010

December 2008 (after birth)- Feb 2009

Fri Dec 12, 2008

She is here and were home
Breeanna May is here! I had my daughter Breeanna May, on December 8th. She was born at 403am, weighing 7lbs3oz, 18.5 inches long. I went 12 long hours, and ended in
a c-section. We are both healthy and happy and thats what counts. We returned home yesterday afternoon, and are adjusting well. I will write more soon.

Sat Dec 13, 2008
Checking in
I have just been taking it easy recovering still from the section. And my feet are terribly swollen. Been working on feeding, breast and formula. Shes so fussy and lazy on the boob. But Im so happy my milk is coming in now! I have rented a pump, may buy one yet. Just wanted to see how it works. Breeanna is amazing. She eats and sleeps on a schedule almost. And her behaviors in utero is close to that out. Its so cool! And having her has given me a new perspective on life. I dont care about the small crap in life anymore... cleaning, what my hair looks like, etc. She is our world now. We worked so long and hard for her. She is my new best friend and I love Chris even more
now. I gotta go get bottles done up to get us through then catch a nappie before shes up again!

Sun Dec 14, 2008
Feeding
I have been doing a combo of feeding Bree. The hospital told me she should eat 1-2 oz each feeding. I fed her formula at first, because my milk was not in yet. So... I met with a health nurse yesterday, and I had a drop or 2 of breastmilk. So they are letting me borrow a pump. I also find a nipple shield useful. Anyways... my boobs are huge and engorged now and leaking! This happened since this afternoon. So I have pumped lots and she has taken to the breast... but there are times, like now at 3am, where she wont take the breast. As well I only had about an ounce pumped tonight, so I gave her formula. I just wanna be sure she is getting food in her belly.

diapers and wipes
So far we are using what weve got on Bree. The newborn swaddlers fit her little butt just right. And the sensitive wipes... as well as the Penaten cream. Everything looks good so far! Shes happy... were happy :)

Mon Dec 15, 2008
1 week!
Breeanna celebrated her 1st week in the world today. Yay!! I cant beleive its been a week already. We are both doing so well. Her nana has given us a bunch of Christmas presents, and we have been bad by opening some for her. I figure, use them as "birthday" gifts, she isnt gonna know the difference! Anyways, she got a purple Glo-E teddy bear. It is the cutest thing ever! As well, we opened another an its a Winnie the Pooh ball :) I just love all these cute tiny things that are hers! My mother came for a visit this morning and finally got in some Grandma time. They were so cute together! She gave us a Willow Tree ornament that is a mom, dad and baby. The dad even has brown hair and the mom red like Chris and I. It brought me to tears! She also got Breeanna an ornament for Christmas with her name on it. I thought it was gonna be hard to find things with her name on it in that spelling. It has always been a struggle to find personalized stuff for myself, cuz I spell my name with a "K". Anyways... she is
eating well. I am so happy my milk is in. She seems to enjoy it more, then when I have to supplement her with formula. I have been pumping as much as I can as well. I usually get between 2-3 ounces after pumping each boob about 10 minutes each. It makes me feel good my body is making food for her. She is pooping and peeing lots as well. She farts so much its funny! There are times, we think its the dog or each other, cuz its so loud. But its her ripping them off! I am amazed each time I look at her. Her little smiles, giggles, blowing bubbles, etc... She is a miracle. I never thought I could love another person so much. She has totally changed my life. And Chris and I get along alot better and communicate much better. Its great! I am also quite impressed by my body. I cant believe that old clothes fit. Some even seem to fit better then they did before the pregnancy? I weighed myself Friday, and I had hoped Id lost more than I did. I lost 15 pounds at that point. But I have to take into consideration all the swelling- belly, boobs, feet etc. Well, I weighed myself today and I am down 22 pounds. Yay!! That made me feel so much better about myself. Breeanna has her 1st check up with the doctor tomorrow. I am so excited I will be able to use her health card, have a file started on her, show her off to people, and see how she has progressed in a week. New life is amazing and she has changed mine :)




Tue Dec 16, 2008
Poop and such...
Bree has been having some really wet explosive poops. Its good I guess, but Ill ask the doc today. Maybe its cuz she has my good milk in her system now? She is definetly her fathers daughter, ripping loud farts and not caring! I think it will be a few days still
till her belly button thingy falls off. But I keep telling hubby to watch for it and dont throw it out. Im very sentimental with things... I have a book started for her and every little thing is in there. As well, I have a clear plastic case that I have her blankie, hat and little night gown from the hospital. I just wanna hold onto every thing in memory of her life :)

Breeanna's 1st check up
I dont mean to brag, but shes perfect! She has gained... 2.5 oz since we left the hospital. Everything looked and felt great according to the doctor. She has had a goopy eye the past day, so it could be ablocked tear duct. Other than that shes awesome! I am down 22 pounds now :) My incision is healing well, and theyre happy with my progress. But said even though I may feel great and have spurts of energy, Im still to take it easy. I think I did overdo it today though, Im achey and a little spacey. They gave me the flu shot and I got more Tylenol 3's. The regular Tylenol just dont cut it... They gave us some freebies: diapers, wipes, coupons, cream. Well gotta go, its dinner time and will soon be hers :)

Paperwork
I finally filed for Breeanna's "stuff". You can do it all online here... I registered her birth, got her Social Insurance, and will recieve her birth certificate as well. I ordered the short and long forms. That way we can frame the long one. I am so into sentimental
things and collecting things. This is such a huge part of our lives, I dont wanna miss a thing! Then once we get her Social Insurance number, we can file for the child tax
credit! Yay!! I cant wait, cuz  that will help us out alot financially.

Wed Dec 17, 2008
Welcome Wagon
We have what we call Welcome Wagon here. If you move, get married, have a baby... A rep will meet with you and you get a bunch of free stuff from local businesses. My mom called for them to come see us. I got so much stuff! Lots of samples- diapers, creams, etc. As well as little gifts- piggy bank, honey, washcloth, granola bars and much more. Then coupons and vouchers for things. Like a dozen donuts, a hat, a
bird feeder, house plant, box of chocolates, etc.. Even the one bank will deposit the first $10 if we open her a savings account. What a great idea! Lots more stuff as well, just too much to remember. What a great idea and a good way to celebrate mom and baby. Then there is also a new grandparents program, so she will go visit my mom and give her some freebies too. Anyways, just thought Id share and brag.

C-section
Breeanna is 9 days old now. I am feeling pretty good now. I still need to take it easy and not overdo it. I am still taking Tylenol 3 for the pain and uncomfortableness. I had gone off them and taking regular Tylenol but they just werent doing it for me. My belly has gone down considerably. My stretch marks look and feel so weird! My belly is
still numb in some spots, its very weird... I can finally lift and see my incision. It is healing very well. I have had a bit of wet discharge from it. Kind of a clear to yellow puss. It doesnt smell or anything...

Thu Dec 18, 2008
Apgar
Breeanna got 9 out of 10. So Im guessing thats good? Not exactly sure what it measures... Just thought Id share and brag cuz that sounds like a good grade to me !

Belly button
Breeanna's is getting ready to come off. Its just hanging by a little peice of goo. I just leave it be and its fine. Im sure it will be off by morning. Im so excited to see what
it looks like! She is 10 days old now, where does the time go???

Sat Dec 20, 2008
Dreaming of Christmas
Were gonna try and keep it low key and try to avoid too much travelling. Just with the unpredictable snow and having a newborn to take along... My family is terrible for making and setting plans. I like to, then I know whats going on and can prepare. Anyways... I think we will have a quiet night at home Christmas eve. Then have Christmas morning with our new little family. We arent buying each other gifts. Wanna save as much as we can. We figure Breeanna is our gift this year :) We will do stockings for each other and spoil her though! Then that night we are going to Chris' brothers for dinner. Just the little cousins will be exchanging gifts. I think thats such a cute idea! Then Boxing Day we are having Christmas dinner and gift exchange with my parents, and brother. We drew names, so just have to exchange one gift. Past years we have gone overboard and in debt buying for every single person. Now we figure save our money and do what we can. The  most important thing is being together and being with family and friends. My birthday is then the 29th, not sure what hubby has planned for that... Then I think we are going to a friend of mines, for New Years. Baby's, kids, pregnant women, fun party eh? And I think I will pump and dump for a couple days so I can finally have some drinks. I miss wine, coolers, Bailey's... Mmmm...
Mon Dec 22, 2008

2 weeks!
Yesterday would have been Bree's due date. Even if I hadnt been induced early, I dont think we would have made it to that date. These past 2 weeks have flown by! Where does the time go?!? She is on a pretty good routine now. She is almost too good to be true. She likes to stay up more and hang out with us. Her favourite things are her
glo-e bear, and watching the lights twinkle on the tree. Her hair is lightening up, and her belly button stump has come off. She poops and pees lots, and farts so loud! My belly and feet have gone down considerably. Its so nice to feel more like myself again. That last month was a blur, I wasnt myself. I have 3 pounds to go to be where I was at before I was pregnant. I am amazed at how fast its come off. I hope more comes off :) Too bad its Christmas time and Im tempted by all those treats! Oh well, we only live once, right? I still have a bit of discharge, and I hope it stops soon. I am so sick of wearing pads... And I am starting to get itchy from them, I think I might have to use some of Bree's butt cream. My milk has come in like crazy. She still wont stay on the boob long, so I pump alot and feed her that way. If I keep on top of the pumping, she has enough milk I dont have to supplement with formula. I let her take 3 ounces if she wants. We just dont want her to get too chubby cuz shes eating too much! Well, better go catch a couple more hours sleep before the day begins!




Thu Dec 25, 2008
Merry Christmas!
Im worse than a little kid on Christmas eve... Its past midnight and I cant get to sleep! I just have so many things on my mind getting ready for tomorrow, and the next couple days. As well as tracking Santa... We must have been bad this year, cuz he didnt stop here. Or maybe he will swing back around once weve gone to bed? LOL
Anyways... Id just like to take the time to wish you all a Merry
Christmas. It has been a wonderful year, so much has happened and Im so
grateful.

BUSY WITH THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Sun Dec 28, 2008
Out and about
I love when I get to go out. We just went to the city to the mall and Walmart, but its so exciting to me! Tomorrow is my birthday, so Chris let me pick out my own gifts. That way Im happy with what I got! What am I? Hard to please?!? Anyways, I got some ink and photo paper for my new printer. And a set of pyjama/lounge clothes. I am so happy now when I pick out clothes and try them on, and I have to go get a size or 2 smaller! Im so happy with my body, I thought I would be so depressed over it after I had the baby. But thanks to her, I have a decent shape now. We had lunch at A & W, and I was so happy to have a burger, onion rings and regular root beer pop! I havent been able to eat like that in like 6 months!! Well, I just had to share my outing with you all...

Mon Dec 29, 2008
Growing
I got sad today when I realized Breeanna is growing. I swaddled her in one of her 1st blankies after her bath. And there wasnt much to fold up on the bottom! She has really stretched out. We could barely get her in preemie stuff in the beginning, and now she is growing out of it. She still has a teeny butt like her dad, so the newborn diapers are still ok on her. She is just really long all of a sudden... Im not sure where she is getting the height from? We are all fairly short... But my brother is the tallest, from my moms dad.
Or maybe she is just more comfortable and isnt scrunching herself up as much? I dunno...

Wed Dec 31, 2008
Goodbye 2008
It is pretty amazing what has happened in the past year. We had a pretty rough time last December-January as well. I was depressed over alot- money, no baby, etc. Chris was out of a job, I was working part time, we had to go on welfare for a bit till his unemployment came through, we took in his neice and nephew through it all cuz their
parents were on the street... It was really tough! Then come spring, we both had great jobs, got preggo, moved, it couldnt have been better. Now here we are with a daughter, enough money to be happy, a great house, and so much more. Its crazy how life can take such a turn for the better. All I can do is live in the present and only hope for a better future. Everything happens for a reason, and I couldnt be happier.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009!!

Thu Jan 1, 2009
Moving on up
Tonight will be our first night sleeping in our room upstairs, with Breeanna in the bassinette. We set up our bedroom in the den when we first got home from the hospital. I was not good with stairs at the beginning, recovering from a c-section. We just became used to being on the main floor, with everything being within walking distance. We finally decided today to get back in our room, we were sort of sick of
explaining to company why we had a bed in the den! I will be happy to get back in our bed, Im just not good with change, especially when it comes to comfort. We will have to go downstairs through the night to get her a bottle. Lazy, I know... I just liked the convenience before. Also, we dont yet have a tv set up in our room... I find when I get up to feed, I like to put the tv on to keep me awake. I dont want to be falling asleep on the poor girl! As well, we are not yet comfortable enough putting her in her room in her crib, because we will be too far away and we dont have a baby monitor yet. Well, she will soon be up for her late night feeding. So I will get ready for that then get ready for
bed. I will let you all know how our first night upstairs went tomorrow.

Fri Jan 2, 2009
Moments
My stupid moment of the week:
Having too many things on my mind and walking into the bathroom instead of the front living room, theyre both a right turn, but about 10 feet from each other.
My restful moment of the night:
Chris getting up twice in the night to feed and change Breeanna. He usually never hears her!
My gross moment of the morning:
How about last night? Breeanna was farting and pooping up a storm. So we let her finish. She had poop everywhere! From the back crack of her butt to her belly button! I had poop on me so did Chris, it was even on her knee?!? It was a disater area, and no wipes could clean it up. So she ended up with a bath, us as well!!
My peaceful moment of the afternoon:
I somehow ended up getting a nap in, and Chris took over. He even cleaned out the fridge. He is too good to be true somedays...

Sat Jan 3, 2009
Blow out?
Try disaster with us today! I had changed and fed Bree. Layed her down for her nap, and all of a sudden she was freaking out! I picked her up and put my hand in poop! She pooped out her diaper, all over herself and clothes and her blankets. OMG it was terrible!! Chris was gone, so I had to figure it all out myself. I took her clothes off while she was on her belly, that was tricky... I didnt want her laying in it. Then I had to get her wiped up the best I could. There was poop everywhere! So I had to get her bath, and towel and clothes all set out. Meanwhile shes having a meltdown, cuz shes dirty and nearly naked. Man was I glad when we were all cleaned up and happy... And just as I finish, Chris gets home. Perfect timing eh?!? She has only been pooping about once a day now, and when she does its so much! I wish shed poop little bits here and there so it werent so bad. I think her sleeper isnt even worth washing and I should just throw it out...

Mon Jan 5, 2009
Moving, again!
we just moved to this place in april. we love it and it really feels like home. we have done so much work here. well... we rent not own. the landlord told us last night they want us out asap. its nothing weve done. they are farmers, and they have a new worker coming on. and as part of the deal, they are going to give them this house. i dont know
how they can be so heartless to us. and not understand how terrible this is. its winter,  we have a newborn, etc. anyways, they wont budge at all on the sitaution. i am looking into getting hold of the tribunal and a lawyer. they arent gonna mess with us and get away with it! they first were only gonna give us 30 days, but thats not possible. so we
have like 60 days. we have already started looking at places. the one we checked today was terrible! we just dont wanna be here any more longer than we have to. these people are causing is so much stress. im just so upset over it cuz we didnt do anything wrong. people are usually doing something wrong when they are told to get out.  i just hope things fall into place so i can take it easy and be happy.

Sat Jan 10, 2009
Breeanna's 1 month well check
Breeanna had her 1 month check up yesterday. Everything is going so well, she is pretty much perfect! She is now up to 8 pounds 10.5 oz. She is now 22 inches long. She was 7 pounds 3 oz and 18.5 inches long at birth. The doctor checked out everything, and she is good :) She goes back again in a month, and at that point she will get her 2 month shots. They said to give her Tylenol drops before hand so that it wont
be so bad for her, and that they numb the area with some sort of cream before they inject. I think it will be harder for me, than her. Chris said he doesnt wanna go, cuz he doesnt wanna see her go through that and cry. Awe... So everything is good!


1 month


Aunt flow is back :(
I felt crampy and "off" yesterday... turns out my period is back already. Bree will be 5 weeks on Monday, so I guess thats about right? I had hoped it would be months yet, like some people. It was so nice being pregnant and not having that each month... Its good to know though that everything is still working in there.

Sun Jan 11, 2009
Nails
I have to have mitties on Breeanna all the time. She has the sharpest little nails! I trim them, file them, even nibble them off... and theyre still sharp. She threw a mitt last night, and scratched her face in 3 places, even drew blood. I feel so bad for her. I feel bad keeping mitts on her all the time. I feel like her hands should be free and get to breathe...

Mon Jan 12, 2009
Tummy time
Bree loves tummy time now! She wasnt too fond of it at first, as she couldnt get her head up too high. But now Ill but her on a blankie on the floor, or beside me on the couch, and her head bobbles all over! She will even move a few inches forward cuz she scrunches up like an inch worm. She makes me so proud! And ya, watch for the head butts if you lay them on your chest. She got me good in the lip and it even swelled up a bit. She was fine though...

Fri Jan 16, 2009
Sick and cold
Chris stayed home sick yesterday. He had a headache and felt dizzy. Well, I got the same thing last night... He got up with Bree this morning and let me rest, he stayed home again today. It just feels like my balance is off and the only way I feel relief is to lay down. I hope whatever it is, that Bree doesnt get it. My appetite is fine, its just
my head! Plus its been so cold here the past few days. I havent been out of the house since Wednesday afternoon. Its just nice to cuddle up in a blankie with Bree and watch tv. Im glad I am a SAHM now and can do that.

Sat Jan 17, 2009
A moment...
Through the night when Bree wakes up to feed... I will go down and get her a bottle, then bring her to bed to feed her. Then once she is done I will wait till she dozes off, then Ill put her back in her crib. At one point last night I woke up and freaked out cuz Id thought Id fallen asleep with her. Then when I reached to feel her she was furry! It was our one cat cuddled in my arm. But man did I freak out! I even had to get up and go check and be sure she was in her crib... What a scare that was!!

Tue Jan 20, 2009
My 6 week check up
I had my 6 week check up today. Chris and Breeanna went along with me. I didnt think they would make us wait so long! Told me I had 2 other people ahead of me. I think they all went on lunch or something! Anyways... They weighed me, blood pressure, all good. It was weird being there with no belly, and that I didnt have to pee in a cup! There was a student came in and asked me all sorts of questions. I guess most of the questions are routine, but they asked me if I had any ill thoughts about myself or the baby?!? Crazy I tell you... Then the doc came in with her and they asked me more
questions. They really drilled me about birth control. I had already planned to just use condoms for the time being, and that we dont have much sex anyways to worry about it. She made me feel bad, telling me all the reasons I shouldnt have another baby or take the chance of having another one so soon. Im not!! Its like she doesnt think I should have anymore children ever. She showed me all the options for birth control, and the success rates of each. Especially wanting me to get an IUD. I dont want something foreign in my body. Anyways... I made her happy by taking samples and a prescription for birth control pills. I will decide whether I want to take them or not. And I cant
start them until my next period starts anyways. I had a pap done, the student did it and took forever. Getting the speculum in was so uncomfortable! I told my doc its much better and faster when she does it. My cervix looked great. She checked my incision and said it looks good too. That the numbness in my belly and butt are likely from nerves that got cut during the c-section. So, thats about it. She didnt see Bree, but Chris showed her off to others while he was waiting. Everyone is amazed by how much hair she has. I dont need to see that doc again if I dont want too... I have my family doc that takes care of pretty much everything and sees Bree. 

Jan 22, 2009
1st time out alone
Today was the 1st time I went out alone with Breeanna. And it was awesome! Any other time it would be Chris and I and her. Or one of us would go out and the other would stay home with her. I just went to visit my parents and get groceries, but it was fun. Chris is very protective, and cares about us and doesnt wanna see something bad
happen to us. Im glad he cares so much, but its annoying. He called my parents while I was there then got me on the cell on my way home. The doctor had said not to carry anything heavier than her in the 1st 6 weeks, and also the weather has been so crappy Ive been afraid to go out on my own in the snow. Now nothing can stop us! I already wanna go out shopping with her and visit a few friends. As well, next week I have a lunch date set up with friends and their little ones. Im ready to get back out there! I was very social beforehand, so Ive been going quite stir crazy.

Fri Jan 23, 2009
Poop, poop and more POOP!
Bree likes to poop at night, which is no fun for us cuz were half asleep... Last night Chris got up with her. He informed me she had a messy poop, but he got her all cleaned up. He was so proud! Well when I got up with her after that, she still had poop everywhere!! On her jammies and even on her socks! He tried I guess... I just always make sure shes clean, cuz I just think I wouldnt wanna be in my own poop.

Another glucose test
I got a call from the doctors office this morning that I have to do another glucose test. I had gestational diabetes when I was pregnant, but it went away after I had her. But they want me to do another test at about 8 weeks after to see how my levels are. Ugh! I so dont look forward to drinking that disgusting drink! This time they are sending me a kit in the mail. So I can drink it at home, then just get to the lab within the 2 hour time frame. I hated it before where I had to sit in the waiting room for 1-3 hours, I had 2 tests... They kept an eye on me to make sure I was ok and didnt sneak anything to eat or drink I guess. What torture...

Sun Jan 25, 2009
Sleeping positions
Bree is on her back most of the time. And sometimes I prop her back with a rolled up blankie so shes on her side. We also alternate which end she is facing in her crib and pack and play. She fell asleep while having tummy time on her playmat today. So I let her stay there a while longer as I kept a close eye on her. She didnt push her face flat or anything. Ive just heard sleeping on the belly is bad nowadays...

Wed Jan 28, 2009
Up a size!
Bree has now graduated up to size one diapers. They are big, but theyre better than the newborns. I am sorta sad my baby girl is growing so fast... I like Pampers over Huggies diapers. But I like Huggies wipes best!

Sat Jan 31, 2009
Started packing...
Well, I had no idea where to start packing. I like to organize and seperate things. Keep pile, give away pile, and garbage. I bagged up all the clothes and linens we dont use that often. And I started on the spare room/craft room. Its insane what we accumulate! But I feel better that Ive started... I boxed up photo albums and cds... but I sorta got
side tracked with the albums and ended flipping through some. Then I took down some pictures and knick knacks in the kitchen and down stairs bathroom. Im glad I have something to keep me busy, its just so much work. This will be the 3rd house Bree has been in. She was conceived in one, brought home to this one, and now moving onto another, all within a year! Ugh... Hopefully we stay put at this one and can save and the next time we move will be to the one we buy and live in for a very long
time. Hubby seems to think once we buy, we will flip and keep selling, flipping, moving on... etc. Hes crazy! I wanna feel grounded and safe!

Sun Feb 1, 2009
Being Grateful
I am grateful for:
Being blessed with my daughter. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Everyday she does something new and wonderful.
I am grateful for:
A loving husband. I dont know what Id do without him?
I am grateful for:
My health. So many people around me are getting sick this season. I am glad the bug is leaving me alone (knock on wood)
I am grateful for:
A supportive family. I am happy I have a select few I can count on when I need them most.

Wed Feb 4, 2009
Had a date
Today, I finally went out without Bree. And she didnt stay home with Chris! Chris and I went out on a date this afternoon. We left Bree with my mom and dad. It was hard, but it was time. We decided we needed some time to go out as a couple and have fun. And we did! We went bowling and played a round of mini golf. Then we went to Burger King for dinner. We were out for about 3 hours. It was just nice... and we got to talk and connect and be sweet to each other. I think we just get wrapped up in being parents, worrying about bills, work, etc... and forget to relax and have fun. Chris was so cute, he was like "can I have your number and maybe we can go out and do something next week"?  So I feel a bit better about everything and were getting along.
Thank god! I guess when we get sick of each other and mad, we need to
go out :)

Thu Feb 5, 2009
Leech baby
Bree loves to suck and slobber on any exposed skin now. I almost always have mitties and long sleeves on her. I had a short sleeved onesie on her last night. She went to town sucking on her arm. Then today while I was holding her, she sucked away on my arm, then my hand. She had slobber everywhere! She is too funny... She just always seems to want something in her mouth to keep her busy. But when shes full, she will spit out the nipple. And there are times when she wants nothing to do with her soother. Shes so odd, just like her mother!

Fri Feb 6, 2009
Accident!
Well, we were having a nice day out as a family. Until we ended up in an accident! I was in the back of the car feeding Breeanna, and Chris was driving. He went through a yellow, then red light. The guy coming through didnt slow down at all and hit our back end. Which of course had to be my side! I put my hand up to share the brunt of my head hitting the window. We were all luckily fine. The guys truck just had a scrape on the bumper, it was a truck and won. Our car has a dint in the rim and the plastic/fibreglass peice on the bottom is cracked. Chris got a fine for "running the light", and we have no fault insurance here. Ill decide whether to report it to insurance... the deductible is insane! Never really worth it unless there is major damage. Anyways... cuz and infant was involved, the cops had to call the ambulance. Stupid thing threw its lights and sirens on to clear the intersection. Bree was fine as well as us. Its just procedure I guess. So that was our excitement of the day!

Sat Feb 7, 2009
Hungry lil girl!
I make up 4 oz bottles now for Bree. Sometimes she takes it all, or maybe only 2 oz. I just let her eat till she doesnt want anymore. She usually spits some out, or pushes her lips out. She doesnt eat much in the morning, but more in the afternoon and evening. I have been keeping track again of what she eats, pees and poops. I just made up a chart on the computer and printed them off. She eats between 20-25 oz a day.

Sun Feb 8, 2009
2 months old!
I cant believe Breeanna is 2 months old already. Where does the time go?!? It feels like yesterday I just found out I was pregnant! She is doing so well and amazes us everyday. I couldnt imagine our lives without her. Last night we took our first walk outside with her. We live in snowy, cold, crappy Canada. It was nice and mild yesterday and alot of the snow went down. Last night it was still about +5C, so we
bundled up, went into town and took a walk. It was too mucky and slushy  to use the stroller, so I carried her in the Snugli. She could have cared less, as she slept the whole time. But it was nice :) Today were going to check out our new house and go visit friends. I hope this mild weather keeps up.


2 months


Fri Feb 13, 2009
2 month well check
Bree had her 2 month well check appointment this afternoon. She is upto 10lbs 12oz, what a chubb!! Chris guessed 10lbs 1oz, and I guessed 10lbs 6oz, I won but was still off! I didnt catch her length.... but they said she might be a tall girl. She is doing well otherwise. She does have a slight diaper rash, but thats normal. They gave us a bunch of samples of butt paste. Then onto her needles. They just had me hold her legs down, then a nurse on each side of me each gave her a needle in each thigh at the same
time. She turned red, and let out one good scream, and that was it! What a good girl!! I think my heart stopped when she screamed. I gave her Tylenol beforehand, so I think that helped. She fell asleep in the car, and I fed her when we got home, and now shes been sleeping  ever since. Im so proud of her :) So, she goes back in 2 months now,
and will get more shots then. I was just so afraid of how shed react, and she really surprised me! All that stress over nothing... I have promised her a treat, so we will get her a toy or clothes or something when we go out tomorrow.

Nephew
On another note, I am a great aunt again. My neice had her 2nd son this morning at 559am, healthy baby boy, 8lbs 10z... His name is Zachary Wesley and is as cute as can be! She had her first by c- section, and she was able to have Zach naturally. I dont think she had much choice in the matter, she went to the hospital at 4am and had him by 6am. Wow! She doesnt want any visitors at the hospital, which I found a bit weird... so we will see them when they get home and settled I guess. Another little buddy for Bree.

Tue Feb 24, 2009
Hair loss
My hair was thick and shiny while I was pregnant. Ever since having Bree it has been falling out. Its really bad now. Leaving hair on my shoulders, in the brush, and I get lots in my hands when I wash my hair. I found online it can happen about 3 months after having a baby. See below:

"Many women notice hair loss about 3 months after they've had a baby. This loss is also related to hormones. During pregnancy, high levels of certain hormones cause the body to keep hair that would normally fall out. When the hormones return to pre-pregnancy levels, that hair falls out and the normal cycle of growth and loss starts again."

Wed Feb 25, 2009
Sleepy girl!
Bree went to bed about 1130pm last night. And she slept through until 7am. Thats a record for her! I was up at 4am and 6am to check on her, and she was fine. I then asked Chris if he was up with her at all, nope. Wow! Although she was up alot through the day and I didnt get much of a break from her. She only napped an hour here and there. I guess she is changing, its good that we get a more full nights sleep, but not much free time through the day. She is so worth it though. We went up and played in her room a couple times. She had tummy time, played under her play centre, and I sang and read to her. I love how she lights up when I read and sing. She likely thinks Im nuts and thats why she smiles and wiggles! Chris annoys me, he will feed her and lay her right back down. He doesnt play or hold her much. I guess the novelty is wearing off? He told me I make him feel like a bad father when I point it out. I dont mean to... Oh well. So here is hoping she sleeps long tonight. She went to bed at about 10pm.

Thu Feb 26, 2009
Work
My boss contacted me wondering if I was coming back at all. She said they would work around me, cuz they really want me back. I said I would work a couple shifts a week. On the weekends as supervisor. Likely a Friday night and Sunday morning, or Saturday and Sunday morning. Its nice to be wanted and that they will work with me like that. It will be nice to get back into doing something I enjoy and being around more people. I dont start back until the beginning of May, but its something to look forward to. It would be nice if come October, when my maternity leave ends, if they will keep me on in the office. You never know!

Fri Feb 27, 2009
Mitties!
My one cousin is driving me nuts! She hates the fact I put little mitties on Bree a majority of the time. She points it out every time I see her and she comments on my pics on facebook. It drives me crazy! Even though I trim her nails and file them, she still seems to dig into her skin. Plus she grabs onto her hair and ears. I just dont like
seeing her in pain, or scratches on her skin. I like her face the way it is, scratch free! As well, she gets dry hands, so I like to put lotion on them and keep her mitties on to protect them. As well as keep her from licking the lotion. I dunno... it just bothers me and I had to vent.

I love you baby!
She is so sweet with her smiles and noises now. When I layed her down in her crib for the night, I kissed her cheek and said "I love you". She smiled huge then made a sigh that sounded like "uh hu" like she agreed. I almost cried! Then I came down and thanked Chris for making her with me.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Breeanna May's Birth Story-Written on: December 22nd 2008

Breeanna May's Birth Story
I was induced at 38 weeks due to developing gestational diabetes during pregnancy. I went in December 6th in the evening to have a Foley catheter inserted to help with dilation. I then went home for the night to "relax" and let it do its thing. I was then to wait for the call from the hospital the morning of December 7th to have the baby. I of course barely slept a wink with the stress of it all and contractions coming on with no pain relief. They called around 9am, to head on in. Well we at the time had alot of snow fall and drifting. But the roads were clear and we took our time. We picked my mom up on the way as we wanted her to join in on the experience. We were there by 11am. They sent us to my birthing room. It was nice! Very private with a bathroom, nice view, comfy chairs, etc. They had me change, pull out the Foley (OUCH!!) then get in bed. They put in the IV, took blood, started the many drips of drugs (insulin, saline, one of the -tocins). They checked me and I was still only a centimetre, thats what I was at the last check up on the 2nd. So the process began... just kept preoccupied with people visiting and such. The people in the waiting area were... Chris, my mom, my dad, my sister, her 2 daughters and husband, my mother in law, sis in law.... I think thats it. I was allowed 2 visitors at a time throughout the day and night. I was at 5 centimtres at 4pm, and they broke my water. That was a weird sensation, warm though . So on we went... I cant remember exactly at what time they did the epidural. I just remember the contractions were very close and constant and painful. The nurse annoyed me so... saying we will give you the epidural, when youre ready? And each time, I said yes NOW!! So they started to prep me. I was allowed to have 1 person with me when they did it. Chris was nowhere to be found, so my mom stayed. It was painful, sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning on a table, gripping onto my moms shirt, while I had to sit through contractions. But I did very well. They missed the 1st time, whatever that means... Then got it the 2nd try. Within no time I felt relief. I could still feel the pressure, so the gave me another drug. I was completely numb from my knees to just below my boobs. I could still feel pressure if a part of my numb body was touched. So the hours went on, had cat naps and was entertained by visitors. By 9pm, I was 7 centimetres. I was happy I was making progress. They had me move positions to try and make me comfortable. I had gotten really bad heartburn, from not eating and laying on my back so long. So they helped me on my side. It didnt feel better at all, and all of a sudden I felt like I was gonna get sick. They got the spit tray under my chin just in time. I brought up next to nothing...but it tasted so gross! I felt much better once I was done. I felt so embarassed, but worse has happened Im sure! So I got on my back again and we continued on. I just kept breathing and working through contractions. They began to come right on top of each other, and the pressure was terrible. So they gave me another drug to take away the pressure. I felt such relief after that. So... more time went on. Kept getting in naps and keeping company with loved ones. Everyone was getting so tired, but they were being so strong for us. I was checked again at midnight, and I was 9.5 centimetres! I was so happy!! So we figured it would come at any time now. So they continued to check me at every hour, but I had no progress past the 9.5. They said I had a rim? That was preventing baby to come down more. They were then getting a faint heartbeat on baby, so they attached an alligator clip to its head to get a pulse. I felt so bad for it! But it beat good and strong, and sounded like a ping pong ball being bouced back and forth. They then checked me again at 3am, and still no progress. So the doctor made the decision to do a c-section. I agreed, but was upset. Wed gone this long, and it was to end that way... I started to get the chills and shakes really bad at that point. I think it was a mix of the drugs and nerves. So in no time, they wheeled me to the operating room. Chris had to wait in the hall while they prepped me. Being alone in there was very scary! My body was so numb, they had a hard time shifting me to the other table. They then shot me full of more drugs that had me completely numb and immobile. It was such a weird sensation! I could feel my right leg kept sliding off the table. And they had to lift it back up, I called it a "log". So they ended up strapping my legs to the table. They were all very good and reassuring everything would be ok. Chris was then let back in the roon. I found I was more calm and the shakes would stop when he held my hand. He was so brave through it all. So the procedure began. I could feel pressure of them cutting and yanking the baby out. I could also feel gushes of liquid between my legs. Then all of a sudden it was out and I could hear crying. It sounded like a cat meowing! They whisked the baby away to the room next door. I was yelling "what is it"?!? And when they said GIRL I started bawling. I couldnt believe she was out and it was a girl. We already had her name picked out and I said, "thats Breeanna May"! All our dreams came true at that point. They cleaned her up and bundled her up and handed her to Chris. She was so beautiful! Full head of hair, pink skin, and her eyes were even open. I didnt have a care in the world at that point. She was #1 and we finally had the family we deserved. I dont rememeber any of the clean up or anything. I was in another world once she came into view. So once they were done, they whisked us away to recovery. They cleaned her up, as well as me. She was born at 4:03 am on Monday December 8th. She weighed 7 pounds 3.4 ounces. She was 18.5 inches long and her head was 32.5cm. She was perfect! Chris got to put on her first diaper, he was so proud. They bundled her up and brought her to me. They then wheeled us off to our room. We were in a ward room for upto 4 people, but in the beginning, there was just 2 of us. I couldnt wait to eat! They finally brought me food at 8am. It tasted so good! I didnt sleep much that day... As we had droves of visitors and I was so happy. I was only on the insulin drip till that evening. My sugars came down on there own and hers were fine. My IV and catheter came out the following morning. It was so nice to be able to get up and move around. And that first pee was amazing! I then got to shower as well and it felt so good. We were in hospital until the Thursday. Those days there were a blur. I was so glad to get out of there and go home. I cried when I first stepped outside. Fresh air and noise! It felt like Id been in prison... I am happy with the way things turned out. All that mattered was I was ok as well as my baby. I cant explain what it feels like to be a mother and to hold my daughter in my arms. Its just surreal... After having her, something clicked. I no longer worry about the small stuff. I am just content on being a mother, wife, sister, daughter... And life is wonderful :)
Erika May McInnis
Written on: December 22nd 2008

Our Princess :)

Nov 2008- Dec 2008 (before birth)

Tue Nov 4, 2008
Baby's bag is packed!
I packed this for the baby:
2 gowns
2 long sleeve onesies
2 coming home outfits since I'm not sure how big she will be ; )
2 burp cloths
socks
mittens
hats
clippers
lotion
brush
diapers
wipes
receiving blanket (of course I'll have to pick out a thicker blanket as well since it will be cold). I think that's all I packed. I'm sure we won't possibly use all the clothes I packed but I wanted to be prepared b/c I'm quite sure we won't have extra money to run out and buy stuff we might need if I packed less ; )

Wed Nov 5, 2008
Hot flashes!
Man oh man! The past couple days I have felt so hot! It has been a bit warmer out than usual. But I dont remember being this warm all summer. During the pregnancy I have never felt cold. I guess its the increase in blood flow and ''padding''. I thought maybe my sugars are lower, but theyre about the same. Just walking up the stairs or to the car wears me out. And Im not sweating at all, just feel really hot and flushed. And my skin is clammy to the touch. I feel good otherwise, just the sore back and hip as usual.

Annoying appointment
I was so annoyed today. I met with my dietician. Well apparently now Iam eating too much and gaining too much. Where a month ago I wasnt eating enough and not gaining enough! Its so frustrating!! As well, the specialist said shed like me to eat more, and frequent and that I should gain about a pound a week from this point on. I just hate how one doctor tells you one thing and another tells you something else... The dietician is a bit of a snob, and sticks to the books. So I will just tell her what she wants to hear. I feel breakfast is the most important meal of the day. And she wants me to eat 15 grapes and 1 peice of toast. Come on!! Sorry, I just had to vent... My other doctors
and nurse are happy with how things are changing and progressing, so I will stick with them :)

Thu Nov 6, 2008
Breakfast, blah!
I ate a boiled egg and peice of toast this morning and Ive felt like crap all morning. I think its ridiculous what she expects me to eat! Or not eat... My sugars stayed lower, but Ive had no energy and feel terrible. I think I am just gonna eat what I had been and tell her different next time I see her.

Nov 9, 2008
Stray hairs?
Am I the only person with extra hair growing in places while preggo? I have lots on the belly and lower back, as well as stray ones near my underarms. They are fine blonde hairs, like the little ones that cover my body. Not dark or thick... and hubby has pointed out I have a shiney moustache and beard. Also my hair on my head is extra thick andwavy, yet nice and shiney.

Mon Nov 10, 2008
8 months!
How far along are you?
I am 34 weeks and 1 day. I cant beleive I have 6 weeks left, give or take...
What symptoms are you having?
My butt, pelvis, hips, etc... have been very sore. Feels like everything is ripping apart from each other down there, and it feels bruised. As well, the heartburn has returned... I have had the Braxton Hicks here and there. One night I was afraid I was starting labour, cuz they were comeing every 8-10 minutes. But they disappeared after about an hour.
How are you feeling?
Very sluggish... I have absolutely NO energy anymore. Going for the mail, up and down the stairs, walking the dog, etc...nearly kills me! I feel so bad staying in bed and on the couch so much. But its the only way I can seem to get comfortable. I feel so hungry all the time. But I have to watch what I eat. Then once I do eat something, I fill up so quickly. I have been feeling sorta depressed... Just cuz I pretty much do the same thing day after day. Hubby is working alot lately, and I feel bad cuz Im not out there doing my share. I wish we collected more on maternity leave or could work as well somehow? But I do know, my job is to keep house and bake this baby, then my next job is that of mommy. Its just hard letting go of being with the public, working
hard, and bringing home a hard earned pay check... Ok enought with the pity party.
Anything else to share?
Think Ive shared plenty...Baby's room is pretty much finished. I just want hubby to get a few shelves up. My mom said theyre getting us a playyard that has the change pad and diapar station that hangs on the front. I would just feel releived if it were here set up and waiting... as well a cousin is letting us borrow a bassinette in our bedroom for baby. I just dont feel ready until things are here for me to see and feel. We wanna get the tiny closet in our bathroom set up as baby's closet. So we can store the bath, towels, bath toys, soaps etc in there. Its gonna be nice to have things designated as its space :)

Tue Nov 11, 2008
My mom is so cute!
My mom was telling me today that she is getting really excited for the baby to come. She works with the public and sees babies all the time. And she said she is almost in tears now each time she sees a baby. Just cuz she cant believe I am having one and were making her a grandma. She is so cute!! They have grandkids, but its step grand kids to her. Im the 1st of her kids to have a baby. I just thought Id share how cute I
think it is. Its like she is more happy then me sometimes! Well, not quite, but ya know what I mean...

OB/GYN
I finally get to meet my ob/gyn tomorrow. I have no idea what to expect? Will it be a million questions, full exam, tour of the maternity level??? Hubby has to work so I am taking my mom along with me. I am so anxious to finally put a face to the name. And see everything and learn more. Ill be sure to tell you all about it after the fact!

Heartburn!!
Heartburn has been back the last few days. I had it really bad in the beginning too. Ive tried everything! Tums, Rolaids, Maalox, milk, crackers, bread... I have been eating my small frequent meals like I am supposed to. Nothing acidic or spicey... Hmmm... If its not one thing, its another with us preggos eh!?!

HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH, THAT I HAVENT EVEN MET YET?????

Wed Nov 12, 2008
Feeling Overwhelmed
Well I had my appt. at the hospital I will be delivering at. Its so nice and cozy feeling there. First I was checked in and registered. Then I had my BP (good) heart rate (114, think it was all the running around I did to find the place), urine and weight checked (27 pounds so far). Then a nurse went through tons of questions. I then got measured (measuring big at 39 weeks) , and they listened to the baby's heart beat (in the 130's). Then I got to meet the baby doctor, she is so nice and funny. I am happy with her so far... So, the big news is, I will have a baby in about 4 weeks! They want to induce me
at 38 weeks. On account of the gestational diabetes and that I am considered high risk. So they will induce me, and shed really like it if I can have a vaginal birth. Me too! And they will see how things progress... may end up with a c-section in the end. So thats why I feel overwhelmed... No Christmas baby for me!So I go back every week, will get ultrasounds done at each appointment too. And they should have a set date for me in a couple weeks. I feel kind of relieved I will sorta know when I will have the baby. Not have to worry will I go overdue, will I have a 10 pounder, etc... So, I am just waiting for hubby to get home from work. How do I tell him we will have a kid in about a month? He thought 6 weeks was soon! So we are gonna get what we still need asap and get set up for the holidays. I am so happy we will be home for Christmas with our
baby :) Well, thats about all for now. I will share more later as I think of it... Kind of scatter brained at the moment :P

Fri Nov 14, 2008
Next Appt. Set
They already have my next appt. set up. I get an ultrasound done next Tuesday. Then I go see the doctor after that. They sure dont waste time! So I will go every week like that, until the baby is born. So exciting!


Wowsa!

Sat Nov 15, 2008
Super Lazy
I cant seem to get enough rest these days... Yesterday I had like a 2 hour nap in the afternoon. Then last night I slept about 10 hours. The sleep was broken though by getting up to pee and trying to get comfortable. But still, I cant seem to get enough rest. I feel so bad too cuz hubby is up doing things and going to work. He says its fine
and that I need the rest for me and the baby. I just cant help but feel bad... Ive been up a few hours, and I feel like I could go lay down again.

Sun Nov 16, 2008
Showering is a chore
I am starting to dread showering... I love being clean and fresh and girly. Its just getting in and out of the shower is such a chore. Stepping in and out, bending to wash things, washing hair, shaving, etc. The things I used to take for granted are getting so hard for me to do now. I have to sit to put pants on, its nearly impossible to get socks on, its crazy!! I just cant wait to have this baby and start getting my body and energy back.

Mon Nov 17, 2008
Psychic-Psycho?
My mom saw a psychic Friday. She told her we would have a boy and his name would involve the name Christian or Christopher- thats hubby's name. As well, wed have another baby 18 months after that and it will be a boy too. Whatever... Hubby's mom saw one a while back too, and said we would have twin girls. Go figure! I dont believe in that crap...

Tue Nov 18, 2008
Weekly Appt. Today...
I have my weekly appt. today. I was afraid Id miss it on account of the weather. It snowed non stop 2 days, and we have alot of snow! But it stopped over night and its beautiful! Hubby had to work today. So I took him so I can have the car. I want someone to go with me. I get an ultrasound first when I get there today. Just to see how baby is growing, how much fluid is left, how the placenta is, etc... Should be interesting. Then I see the interns and delivery doctor. I dunno what tests Ill get done? And if I will find out today when my induction date is... I will just have to wait and see. Ill write you all later once I get home.

35 week appointment
I had my weekly appointment today. I had the ultrasound first. What a cute lil bugger I have in there! It so cool to see the chin and nose now, and lil toes and fingers. And its getting so chubby and filled up in there. It kept blowing bubbles or something and sticking its tongue out. It is still laying head down, and had its spine up against mine.
Explains the back pain and the kicks under each boob! Then I had my check up. I waited nearly 3 hours, it was ridiculous!! The heart beat was good, I am still measuring bigger at 39 weeks, I didnt gain any extra weight since last week... I had the group strep b test. It wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. Just a swab of the vajayjay with a big q-tip. So, I go back next Tuesday for pretty much the same thing. They will likely have a definite date after next weeks appointment or the one on December 3rd. So just a few weeks to go yet. Yipee!!


35 weeks

Thu Nov 20, 2008
Diabetes Clinic
This month is Diabetes Awareness month. I met with the specialist, nurse and dietician today. They are all happy with how things are going. According to their dumb scale, I am down 1.5 pounds since the last time I was there. They stocked me up on freebies. They upped my insulin 1 unit. And theyre setting me up with an endocronoligist at the
hospital I am delivering at. They are taking good care of me! I go back and see the specialist next week. I told her I wasnt happy with the dietician... and she said to follow the guidelines, but if Im hungry- eat! And that the insulin is in me to even things out... So it was a good appointment :)


35 weeks


Fri Nov 21, 2008
One month left, give or take...
Well, its November 21st, and my EDD is December 21st. So its a month till my due date. But this baby is to come before then. I cant believe how fast this last bit has gone by. In the beginning it seemed so far away. So I dont know how many days to actually count down to... 30 days minus 2 weeks, so just over 2 weeks I suppose. Eeeekkkk!! I am nervous,  excited, anxious, scared... What a mix of emotions!

Cravings
I havent really had any cravings through the pregnancy. I thought usually it was in the beginning. Pickles and ice cream... Last week for me, it was toast with peanut butter and honey. I could have eaten it all day, everytday. Now the sight and smell of peanut makes me gag! Well, now all I want is grilled cheese with ketchup. So weird...

I hate pants!
I have like 4 pairs of maternity pants, and I hate them all! They just dont fit right and all they wanna do is fall down. I have no waist to hold them up. And I dont like to wear low riders, cuz stuff hangs out and gets cold! So I now live in jammie pants and jogging pants. Unless of course I go out, I have to wear pants. But its a relief when I get back home in my comfy pants...

Sat Nov 22, 2008
Super sore
I will be 36 weeks tomorrow. Today has been a very bad day. It feels like everything is being pulled away from its self down in my lower areas. I cant sit or stand or walk comfortably. My pubic area feels bruised. And I constantly feel like I have to pee or poo. I think baby must be moving down-dropping. My belly isnt as high up under the boobs as it has been. So I spent a majority of the afternoon in bed. Its the only place Ive been able to feel comfortable. I feel so useless though. Hubby works all week and now he is taking over all the chores. Hes such a good man! I just feel bad cuz all that is my job. Anyways... Im gonna see if a bath will help, I just dont wanna get stuck in there. Itsbeen so hard to get up and down and move around.

Dark line?
One thing Ive noticed is alot of women get that dark line straight up the middle of their belly. Whats up with that? I didnt get one, thank goodness. I do have alot of stretch marks below the belly button though.  And cuz Im very light skinned, I have had alot of veins that have popped out on my belly and boobs.

Mon Nov 24, 2008
Dreams
I have had some crazy dreams through out my pregnancy, and some scary ones. There are ones when I am lost running down some back road in just a night gown. There are no houses, no cars, nothing and its dark... That one is recurring often. Then Ive had ones about my missing cat Zoe. She has been missing since August. Well I have dreams where she is at the door and I take her in and clean and feed her and Im so happy shes back. Then I wake up crying and looking for her :( And Ive had a few where Ive given birth, but its been to a litter of cats or puppies... and Im so proud and happy, and dont even care they arent human babies.

Tue Nov 25, 2008
36 weeks
I had my weekly appt. today. Hubby got a "snow day" and finally got to go with me. But he is so impatient and he drove me crazy!! There was no parking available in either lot, so we had to park 2 blocks away and walk. I was exhausted when we got there... Had my ultrasound, and they wouldnt let him in there with me. I thought that was odd. But it was mainly a medical check, to see that the baby was of the right size, etc. We got another pic, but he was upset as its just not the same as seeing it wiggling about on the screen. Baby is really squished in there now. Its hands and feet were all up in its face, and it was sucking on whatever got in the way. What a cutie! I then met with the delivery doctor. Baby has dropped considerably, and the head is way down in the pelvis. I have felt relief with breathing and heartburn, and I have been able to eat a bit more. Heartbeat was fast and strong, my heart rate, blood pressure, was all good. As well, I am now up to 30 pounds gained... Maybe 29, I had shoes and a long sweater on. The results of all my blood tests came back fine, as well as the Group B Strep was negative :) Anywho... I go back next Tuesday. We will discuss the birth plan, and get pre-admitted. As well as set a date for induction! I am so excited!! She says that if labour doesnt progress as it should, I will end up with a c-section. So we are going to decide whether to try and go vaginally, and see what happens... or just schedule a c-section. Id love a vaginal birth, but Id hate to go 20 hours or something and still end up with a section, ya know? So we will see... Well thats about all for now. Just a waiting game still :)

Wed Nov 26, 2008
Last appt. with specialist
I met with doctor McLean today. She has been my specialist regarding my diabetes. It was my last visit with her. She is happy with how my levels have levelled out. She is referring me onto an endocronologist at the hospital I am delivering at. She was a really nice doctor and very thorough. She says she will call in a few weeks to see how baby
and I are, and such. I am happy with the care I have gotten throughout the pregnancy. Its sad to see some doctors go :(

Animals!
I have always been an animal lover. I always had room in my home and heart for more. I think I did that to fill the void of having no kids yet. Well... I am so sick of them now. We did have a "zoo" last year. Dog, cats (upto 6 at one point), birds, fish, hamsters... We are now down to 1 dog, 2 cats, and a hamster :) But last night, well this morning... our older cat knocked the hamster cage down. This was at 5am... he had Hammy cornered and was beating the hell out of him. I was gonna kill the cat! But instead I handed him off to hubby before I did major damage to him. Anyways... I caught Hammy and got everything cleaned up and set back up in his cage. His back end is
screwed up and he is off balance and wobbly. Poor lil guy! He is now staying in our bedroom. Anyways... that cat has knocked him down like 6 times now. And a few months ago, he ate our bird Pete! I just dunno what to do with him??? We have had him 4 years now. He is always been bad, but lately its just gotten worse. I am afraid of what he will be like when baby gets here? I dont want the hassle of him then, and who
knows what he will be like around a baby. I know a baby isnt small like a bird or hamster, but still... If it werent winter, I would kick him outside and make him live in the barn. Anyways, I just had to vent over this whole thing.

Sun Nov 30, 2008
Shifting Belly
My belly has dropped! It is really low now. And the bottom part of my belly is really fleshy like jello now. Even the what were pink stretch marks, have become flesh toned. Its really weird. I am really waddling like a duck now. And my belly rests on my thighs. And if I sit with my legs apart, belly touches the seat. Its just funny how much it has
changed in a couple days. Baby is making its way down and getting ready to get out!

Mon Dec 1, 2008
Pre-admission
I have my pre-admittance appointment Tuesday. I have 3 sheets I filled out. Birth plan, payment info, and history... They just go over what your wishes are... and when we finally do go in, we just tell our name and were all set. Its to avoid any hold up and
processing. This way we just go in and get set up to have the baby. Like what type of birthing room we want, what extra things wed like, who our support people are, if we want a private room after, food we like, etc... lots of questions! Its pretty cool they care that much :)

Tue Dec 2, 2008
BIG NEWS!!
Well, I had my weekly appointment today. Everything went great! I will be induced Sunday night, so should have this baby Monday. We were preadmitted. Then the doc checked me over. She did an internal exam (UGH) and surprisingly I am 1cm dilated. Yay!! I had an NST and everything is great. And I met the diabetes specialist, and she likes how things are progressing. So, just need to prepare and get ready. Rest and try and stay as stress free as possible. Well, I better go. Ive been pretty crampy and have been on the go all day.

Wed Dec 3, 2008
What Im feeling...
I dunno if its cuz the doctor checked me internally, or cuz Im dilating or what? But since yesterday afternoon Ive been cramping. It comes and goes and it varies from hurting to just being uncomfortable. I have had alot of gassy pains, and it really hurts to try and pass gas. Then I am getting period type cramps. And baby is really hitting the cervix, or maybe thats the cervix contracting? I have just had alot of pains I am
not used to. I had a terrible dream as well. Well not terrible... I woke up in the dream thinking I was home in bed and had to pee. Then this odd voice said "one sec Ill get that for you" and they turned on the light. I was in the hospital! And no one familiar was around me. And I was hooked up to IV and different things and felt scared and all alone. I sure was glad to wake up and realize it was a dream and I was home safe and in my bed. Anyways... gonna go back to bed and try and get a couple more hours
sleep. I have an ultrasound this morning, and hope to get some shopping done afterwards.

Thu Dec 4, 2008
Last check up
I had what I think will be my last check up today. It was so quick, short and sweet. It was with another doctor at the hospital I will be delivering at. She and my other doctor will both be on call the days I am there. She was very nice as well. Its reassuring to have nice, thorough doctors. Anyways... Blood pressure was good, weight so far
is 33 pounds (had my shoes and sweater off today), baby was very active and heartbeat was 145. I didnt get an internal exam, as she didnt think Id need it seeing that I was there 2 days ago. And I didnt need another NST cuz everything looked great. So that was my last appointment in the clinic. The next time will be about a week after baby is born. It was weird leaving there thinking that... So the next time I go will be Sunday to have the Foley inserted. Im so excited!! The nerves are starting but what can I do? This baby is coming no matter what! We went shopping after my appointment. I got pads (I was confused what kind to get as I havent used them in 9 months!!), a nursing bra, some nursing pads, some comfy pants, socks and undies, and some
toiletries... So the bag for the hospital is starting to come together :) Im so happy and cant wait. But feel like the time is really flying by now!!

I cant believe!
I cant beleive my days are numbered! In 3 days I will be well on my way to having my baby. I am excited and anxious. But the nerves are starting to set in. There is so much to do! But are we ever fully prepared and ready for things in life? I have baby's bag
packed, and mine started. But we need to get things in order in the house, laundry, get the car seat base in, clean the car as well... Tomorrow I am meeting friends for lunch, getting groceries, and hopefully getting a haircut! Saturday we will be cleaning the house and car. Sunday we will be going to the hospital! Whew! I dont know how they expect us to rest and relax.

Fri Dec 5, 2008
Hmmm...
I had lots of back and belly pain last night. It started about midnight, till like 7am. I tried sleeping through it, but was up like every hour to pee and reposition to be comfy. This morning, I had a bit of brownish wet discharge... Then I had extreme pressure which ended up being a poop. But when I wiped my vajayjay... I had a glob of
discharge that was clear, yellow, brown and pink. It looked really gross!! I wasnt gonna tell hubby, but did and he even wanted to see it. So something is definetly happening on its own now. I have had cramping and tightening in the belly. But nothing constant. He thinks we should go to the hospital, but I think I should just go on as usual and try
not to think about it. The doctors also called and told me I go in for the Foley tomorrow and will be induced Sunday for sure. So I lost a day... But it looks like this baby maybe wants to beat them to it?! So Im gonna go have lunch with a friend, get groceries and do some banking. And get those bags packed and the house in order!! I wanna be as ready as I can be.

Gonna try and go to bed now...
Well, Ive done all I can do today. I am tired, but not exhausted. Its hard to go to bed with such a big event coming up. Its like before Christmas or your wedding day. I have had some more cramping tonight, not painful, just uncomfortable. I felt a little wetness down there, and it was some more pinky-brown discharge. Ugh! So something is
definetly going on in there... I hope I can sleep better tonight. As these next 2 nights may be my last ones at home in my own bed for a while.
37 weeks

Sat Dec 6, 2008
Going in!
I can go in any time after 430pm today to have the catheter put in. They may or may not keep me, all depending if I have progressed much... Theyre pretty sure Ill get to go home and relax (HA!) and get a good nights sleep in my own bed (HA HA!!). Just packing last minute things incase I have to stay. It has started to snow alot which is stressing me out. Last thing we need to be is out in a snow storm. I guess we are just to get some flurries... but I can barely see the neighbours house down the road! Anyways... This maybe the last time youll hear from me. I hope I get to come home tonight but you never know...

Home for the night
I went in and had the Foley catheter put in. It was uncomfortable, but its in there. I have had some cramping and mucusy bleeding, but thats to be expected. Its gonna be hard to sleep and stay relaxed. We will get a call sometime after 6am to go to the hospital and be admitted. So this may be my last time I write, or I will write in the morning.
I am getting the shakes and dry mouth from worrying. But theres nothing I can do! This baby is coming no matter what!

OFFLINE A FEW DAYS, KIND OF BUSY... HAVING A BABY!